Sunday, March 25, 2007

DUST

seasonal winds blow it over the gobi desert
the contaminated smog of beijing clings to it
gathering momentum across the yellow sea
it descends on the peninsular
like a choking glove
obscuring the mountains
veiling the cautious spring sun
dusting the innocently unfurling magnolia petals
covering everything in a thin layer of sand
outside in the street
the riot police are out in force
bussed into the city centre
in disproportionate numbers
skinny young men in navy uniforms
caps pulled down over crewcuts
trainers on their feet where boots should be
betraying something curiously amateurish about them
shields lined up
voices raised in unison
they go through their drill
buses with grilled windows
line the wide boulevard down to kwanghwamun
as far as the eye can see
this is the state response to citizen protests in sk
how it dispenses its democracy
more often than not these days
it is the korea-us 'free trade' agreement
as in 'no such thing as a free lunch'
and 'freedom is not free'
think of the opposite meaning of the official wording
and you will usually find its true sense
now that the endless multilateral talks have foundered
the us seems to have adopted a 'divide and conquer' policy
designed to bully smaller nations like korea
into signing dubious bilateral pacts...
a regiment sprints past in the opposite direction
grunting loudly
frightening families with small children
out for a sunday stroll in the veiled sunshine
are they just practising for the real thing?
suddenly a big group of anti-fta protesters jogs down the street
trying to get through to kwanghwamun
they are intercepted by a blockade of buses
zig-zagging bumper to bumper across the street
a thick helmeted blue line pushes back the protesters
fly-kicks and punches and bottles are thrown
the two sides incite each other
baying for blood
my heart is with the protesters
but i sympathise for the conscripts
this is the real thing alright
urban warfare right outside my window
a ring of buses now encircles kwanghwamun
cutting off the demonstrators from the spiritual centre of seoul
traffic is going nowhere
people wander out into the street to see what's up
a curious hospital patient attached to a drip tows his stand behind him
meanwhile quietly surveying the scene
the hammering man doesn't bad an eyelid
as he creaks through his perpetual motions

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

when i escaped from my desk this afternoon
i felt so sorry for me
the sky was so blue
the air was so fresh
everybody i saw was so lovely
with smiles on their faces
when I was walking by the playground in front of Leejinah memorial library besidemy home
i can not believe my eyes
the grass has almost formed a meadow(sounds ridiculous. how should I put this one, teacher?)
I can almost hear them whispering to me, "you've missed the spring!"

but i was buried in my room
like a prisoner
caged in by myself
not others

….
i did not remember i felt any dust in the air today
i stood under the sun
watching my little thing playing sand with her friends,
a pregnant woman was doing light exercise with her husband beside her, happily,
somebodies are playing basketball
after reading some books in library
we walked back
had a dinner
and i found great pleasure in this spring day
after being dead for several days
and i'm happy i'm still alive

as for the protesters
i ever hoped i could be one of them
any kinds of, any forms of,
because i don't remember i have ever tried to defy anything like them
i respect them -
they are actionists

….
a couple of days ago
our teacher ever mentioned about democracy
"what is democracy?"
"what is freedom? - does it mean to be free to be attacked?"

i feel a little bit sorrow
cause the man living in happiness he would never know how sweet the honey would be,
if he is in his 35 but he never has a chance to vote a president or chairman
if he has no experience to find that some of the websites is not permitted to approach(i sadly had the experience last December when I was back China, astonihsed, and being laughed by others - why don't you know the simplest fact?!)
if he will find that i even envy the fact that the ungraceful gesture of Blair would take a big trouble for him,
- it will never happen in my homeland, the unpleasant facts will be erased completely, the leaders are always appearing with perfectly perfection.
He will never know what democracy means for those people from different countries

....
i have to go to bed
democracy in my family means my daughter has the right to have a nice breakfast with a delicious soup she likes

btw, i like it: the hammering man doesn't bad an eyelid
as he creaks through his perpetual motions.
(I like the 'hammering man', actually, it’s very special in Seoul city.)

Anonymous said...

breeze of the spring
goddess of the dawn
help me please
dust flies into my lover's eyes
he can not see the bright sun now
and we are going to miss the spring
in our life
help me please
goddess of the dawn
breeze of the spring
blow off the dust please
with you gentle steam of breath

Anonymous said...

GLOWINGNESS

a rainy day
a wonderful speech
an excellent interpreter
(she almost did not miss a word!)
at the moment i felt a sound from far away
when i turned around
i got to know a word never appeared in my life
it is called -
glowingness